I loved you...

A bit too much,
That I chose to stay by your side while you were crying over her

A bit too much,
That I tried to bring back your happiness by helping you win her over again

A bit too much,
That I decided to heal your heart while I broke mine into a thousand pieces

A bit too much,
That I cherished you at your worst while you loved her at your best

how long has it been?
I lost track of the time.

not being able to hear you
gives my soul unrest

not being able to see you
brings my heart closer to cardiac arrest

how long has it been?
it feels like an eternity.

how long has it been?
I miss you earnestly.

a second feels like hours
an hour feels like forever.

how long will you be gone?
and before I knew it, you're back.

I miss you so much!
Oh... was I too much...?

I didn't realized you were just gone for the night.

You are a novel
gathering dust on my shelf
but not because I don’t want to read
but because I’m afraid
to turn the page,
afraid of how you’ll end

I long to see you already,
Even if the time of our separation—
The distance of a second
Which felt like a lifetime—
Was so short.