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Feb 2015 · 328
Prayer for Today
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I put all my trust in You
Because I have not a clue
Of what I really want
Or what I should truly do

Only You know what’s best for me
I am praying on one knee
That You will save me from myself
I put all my wants on the shelf

Total faith and trust I have
My way never works, It never had

So please Dear Lord
I’m on both knees
All I want to do is please

I can’t erase the past
But I can start all brand new
All of this
I’ll do for You

So take me Lord
This I pray
Take away my pride
You have my praise everyday

Amen
Feb 2015 · 262
What is love
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
What is love anyway?
I thought I knew
I thought it was you

Then you left
And I was all alone
Just sitting and staring at the phone

Love can be beautiful
Love can be grand
I need to be careful
Before you take my hand

I fall in love so easily it seems
Especially with you
You’re always in my dreams

Should I take a chance at love again
You tell me, my darling friend
Feb 2015 · 286
Slow my roll
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I think I’ll take a break
A nap would be nice
A nice cold drink
Filled with frosty ice

But I have to work
It’s going to be a long day
What I go through to collect my small pay

I want to be free
To live and let live
I’m all about love, I’m ready to give

The work is a struggle
Day after day
It keeps getting in my way

In the way of my serenity
My peace and happiness too
I feel lonely at times
I feel alone and blue

So what do I do?
I guess I’ll leave this place
I really don’t want to keep up with this pace

Time to slow my roll, and move on
Feb 2015 · 207
Sweet Dreams
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I’m tired of sleeping my life away
I know I might be missing a beautiful day

Some days I cannot get out of bed
I’m lost somewhere in my head

It’s easier to sleep than to be awake
You must then live life, awaiting the quake

I’ll close my eyes, and dream away
In my dreams, it’s always a beautiful day
Feb 2015 · 307
Time to Leave
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I’m ready to make a change
Turn my life upside down
Make a complete turnaround

I don’t care what people think anymore
I’m no angel, I’m no *****
I just want so much more

I continue to wake up each day to this
Wondering what fun stuff I’ll miss

Go to work just to pay the bills
To get through the day, take a handful of pills

There is more to life than existing to breathe
It all starts with me, so it’s now time to leave
Feb 2015 · 154
No Voice
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I am writing this letter
To let you know
I can’t go on like this
Not one day more

I love you too much
To pretend we’re just friends
All I ever wanted was to begin again

You don’t want any part of it
That much I can tell
You like our friendship
I feel I’m in hell

I say I can’t do it
But I don’t have a choice
You’re running the show
I have no voice
Feb 2015 · 182
Need to Leave
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I’m so tired of running away
I get restless every day

I have to go
Where?  I don’t know

I can’t sit still
They haven’t found the right pill

It’s just how I’m made
To run away
To a sunny place
With sand and sea
That’s exactly where I want to be

I don’t belong
Where I’m at
Nothing will ever change that

So until I leave
I’ll play the game
Pretend I’m happy, hide in my shame
Feb 2015 · 375
Time
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I constantly strive for a better quality of life
Not more time for tasks
Always feeling struck by a knife

But time to enjoy what I already have
Kick back my heels, no time to be sad

All I think of is the time I don’t have
How about the time that I do?
Am I making the most of it?
I don’t even have time to see you

Money is great
But if there’s no time to spend it
What good is it all
Materialistic things seem to be our downfall

It feels great to keep in shape
But I wonder am I doing too much
What am I trying to prove?
Maybe slow down a notch

I can’t do it all
This I truly believe
Is it more time I need
Or is it time to be freed
Feb 2015 · 409
More than a Slump
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I'm tired
I'm lonely
I'm hungry to
What's a girl supposed to do

I cannot sleep
I cannot eat
Since you left
I feel only defeat

I need to climb out of this slump
It's more than just a small speed bump

I don't know where to go from here
I can't even shed a single tear

I need to get up
And simply move
But nothing feels right
I'm so out of my groove

I guess ill just sit here
Bottle in my hand
Holding out my old tin can
Feb 2015 · 330
My Tomb
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I love my room
Safe and snug
I love my bed
And bear skin rug

The only thing missing is you my love
Come to me my turtle dove

I want to hold you and kiss your neck
Make wild and crazy love to you on the adjoining deck

There's no reason to ever leave my room
Come my darling, join me in my tomb
Feb 2015 · 335
Stay
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I feel in love with my best friend
I knew I'd love you until the end

Then you told me you couldn't stay
You were leaving me, you were going away

How can you do this, I don't understand
You were my one and only
My perfect man

What can I do
What can I say
Ill do anything
To get you to stay

Please don't leave me
You are my life
I've given you children
I am you're wife

This is all wrong
We were meant to be
Happily ever after, can't you see?

You can't leave me
Not for her
I'd **** you both, with a growl not a purr

Go ahead try it
You will soon see
You don't want to mess with me!
Feb 2015 · 197
Time to shine
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
When I think back to thirty years ago
My memories are black and white with a little grey snow

I see no color when I go back to that time
I know it was a rainbow, it was my time to shine
Feb 2015 · 231
True Blue
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
The voices in my head
I know they want me dead
They won’t go away
No matter what I say

They tell me to hurt myself
Pick up the knife
Cut your arm
Take that cigarette
Burn your arm
Then they tell me they mean no harm

There are three of them that live in my head
I still can hear them when I go to bed
They whisper and chatter, all the night long
To drown out the sound, I hum a song

But they are always with me
Making trouble, making me sad
I get so annoyed, I get so mad

But what would I do without them
I really don’t know
They’ve been with me forever
I can’t let them go

I’ll let them hurt me
They comfort me too
Just by being there
They are really true blue
Feb 2015 · 382
Just another sad love poem
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I want to stop the sadness
I want to **** the madness
That’s running my life
That cuts like a knife

I don’t know what to do
I’m so in love with you
I know you don’t feel the same
I know it’s me to blame

I’ve been a mess
My whole **** life
No wonder you don’t trust me now
I should just leave and say ciao

I give up
On life and love
Just take me please
My Lord above
Feb 2015 · 334
Have you ever Felt
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Have you ever felt
Like crawling out of your skin
Like you’ll just never win

Have you ever felt
Like the walls are closing in around you
And you have no place to run to

Have you ever felt
Like life has already passed you by
You have no tears left to cry

Have you ever felt
What is the point of going on
Every reason to wake up is totally gone

Have you ever felt*
The way I feel
If you do, I hope you will heal
Feb 2015 · 463
February 14th
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
How I hate this stupid holiday
Who came up with it anyway?
Flowers and candy, cards and jewelry
Shouldn’t it be this way every day?

Hearts and cupids
They make me sick
All those couples
Will they actually stick?

Or are they together for this one special day
Praying for a relationship, hoping the other one stays

So for all of us singles
I only have one thing to say
Have a happy February 14th
***** Valentines Day!
Feb 2015 · 984
Big Dope
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I’m not myself, I’m all out of sorts
I could sure use a bottle, or one good snort

I’m edgy and squirmy
Not a feeling I like
Don’t know how to shake it
I should go fly a kite

I really think I’ve lost my mind
Have you seen it?
It’s one of a kind

I’m just overtired
That’s it, I’m sure
I’ll feel better tomorrow
Reach down to my core

Good night my friends
This isn’t the end
At least that’s my hope
I’m not that crazy, I’m just a big dope
Feb 2015 · 441
Who am I
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Did you ever feel
Completely numb
Not caring anymore
About anyone?

Lost in your head
Stuck in your bed
Can’t get up
Won’t go out
What is this all about?

Lack of interest
Loss of self
I’ve been cursed
By the angry elf

I see things
That aren’t there
I can’t see through the purple glare
I don’t know what happened to me
I see spiders, do the spiders see me?

Where is the **** woman
In the white dress
Doesn’t she know I’m a terrible mess?
I need my pills
I’m starting to sweat
I know they forgot me, that’s a safe bet

Here she comes, finally
The woman in white didn’t forget about me

Who is this?
What is my name?
I have no idea, I’ve gone insane
Feb 2015 · 860
Finally Free
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
She sat and waited for the sirens and police cars
She knew they’d be coming
She didn’t run, just gazed at the stars

She was ready to be taken away
This was her final free day
But she was never really free
She had to take his life, this was the only way

No more torture, no more ****
She’s covered with his blood
She enjoys the smell and the taste

It was finally time for her to take back her life
That’s what provoked her to pick up the knife

He had no idea what she was about to do
He came in so cocky, treating her like a fool

She wasn’t going to take it, not one more time
She jabbed him with the knife, feeling no control over her mind

The police came in ready to fight
But she had none left in her
She was all out of fright

They cuffed her and walked her away
She grinned to herself
What a wonderful day
Feb 2015 · 302
Lost Myself
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Where did I go
What happened to me
I’m not the same
Since the day you went free

I didn’t cry
I didn’t whine
I said I was perfectly fine

I’m not fine
I’ve somehow lost it all
My mind
My body
My soul

How do I get up from this fall

I look down at the ring still on my finger
Wondering how long this feeling will linger

I need to move on
But for some reason I cannot
I think of you always, I miss you a lot

Where do I go from here
Someone tell me what to do
I no longer want to be in love with you
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Blackness covered the sky.  Only a small shimmer of light from the moon fell upon the city.  Martha put the key to her apartment in the door and turned it quickly and purposely.  She got an eerie feeling as soon as she walked inside.  She felt something was terribly wrong.

Martha turned on the light and looked around.  Well, everything looked ok, things were where she left them.  She was a neat freak, and if one thing was out of place, she would know it immediately!  

Was she just being paranoid again?  Living alone has been a challenge for her since her boyfriend of fifteen years left a few months ago.  She was not used to being alone.  She went from her family’s home, to college with three roommates, then on to living with Billy the last twelve years.

She remembers the day he left like it was yesterday.  Three months ago she came home and he announced that he was leaving, for good.  He was in love with someone else.  “That *****” is all Martha thought, not blaming Billy for falling in love with another woman, it had to be “the *****’s” fault.  

She begged and pleaded on her knees for another chance.  Another chance for what?  She was the perfect partner.  Neat, clean, cooked, made love on a drop of a dime.  She kept herself in good shape, nice figure, pretty face and long brown hair.  So what did she do wrong?  She couldn’t understand, and he wouldn’t explain.  His bags were already packed and he was going.  She asked who the other woman was, but he refused to say, just wished her well with a pat on the back.  “Wish me well!  Go to Hell!” Martha screamed at the top of her lungs.  Billy, looking embarrassed and uneasy, grabbed his suitcase and headed for the door.  Martha was still screaming and crying when he walked out.  She collapsed into a pile of jagged rocks when he left.  She doesn’t remember how long she sat on the floor crying.  It seemed like days, even though it was only a couple of hours.

She finally pulled herself together and got off the floor.  He was gone.  She ran to the bathroom, his toothbrush was gone.  For some reason that made it feel so final.  The picture of the two of them at her sister’s wedding was still on the bedroom dresser.  That was from five years ago.  They looked so happy, so wonderful together.  How could this be happening!!!!

Well, she should be over it by now, but she’s not.  Constant reminders of Billy are found daily.  Just little things, like his coffee cup in the cabinet, the kitchen magnet they bought together on vacation…  They are all little pins in the voodoo doll, poking away at her heart.

As she looks around the room, she feels sad.  It’s so empty now.  She walked over to the closet, took her coat off, and turned to the kitchen.  That’s when she heard it.  A crashing sound came booming from the kitchen, like all the pots and pans had fallen.  She panicked for a moment, no time to think, what does she do?   Is someone in there?  

She starts back toward the locked door when she sees him come staggering out of the kitchen.  It was Billy.  He looked drunk and could hardly walk.  “What are you doing here?” Martha asked with a frightened voice.  Billy just swayed there, holding on to the wall, and then she saw it.  Blood on his hands, blood gushing from his chest.  “Oh My God” Martha said as she ran toward him, “are you ok?”  Billy just slid down to the floor, he could not answer.  She ran for her phone to dial 911, but just then he came around a bit and stopped her.  “NO, don’t call anyone!” Billy said “I can handle this.”  But Martha didn’t seem to believe it seeing the blood still flowing on the carpet. “What should I do then?  How bad are you hurt?  What happened?”  The questions kept flying from her mouth, without her knowledge of what she was saying.  “Get me some towels,” Billy faintly said as he held the wound on his chest to keep the bleeding down.  Was it a knife wound, bullet wound?  She had to know, but he was in no shape to talk.  She kept changing the towels for the next half hour, until the bleeding finally stopped.  Applied pressure worked, but now what?  She had to clean up the wound for infection and bandage it properly.  Billy still hasn’t said a word.  Blood in the kitchen and her rug now. How could she be thinking about that, although she was upset, **** Billy!  

She made sure he was conscious and left for the pharmacy.  She grabbed large gauze bandages, tape, alcohol, and cleaning solutions for her rug.  How did she get into this?  Oh yea, he was at her apartment, but how did he get in?  She didn’t have time to think of any of those things until now, as she was paying the cashier.  Lots of answers she needed, and needed soon.

Martha returned to the apartment and Billy was resting, eyes closed, but not asleep.  He grunted a few times, not knowing she was back.  Martha went to him and said, “Billy, we need to clean up this wound and bandage it properly.”  Martha was always so level headed, knowing just what needed to be done and how to do it.  Billy murmured a soft “ok,” before closing his eyes again.  This was not going to be easy!

Martha removed the towels that were starting to stick to him with the dried blood.  She knew she had to clean the area of his chest with alcohol.  She could hardly see the wound through all the blood.  This was not going to be fun.  

She took out her latex gloves to start with, she always used them to clean.  Then started to clean the wound with the alcohol.  “This is going to sting,” she said to Billy.  He didn’t even flinch.  The cut wasn’t that deep, and luckily not near any vital organs.  After cleaning up the wound, she got the gauze and tape out and wrapped him up in it.  He was barely awake by now, but at least not screaming.  Maybe he did have more than a few drinks!

Martha walked back to the kitchen.  Let him rest now, but she needed answers.  She looked at the blood splattered kitchen and wondered where to start.  Then it occurred to her, should she be scared?  She hasn’t had time to think anything through, only react.  What if he was in trouble and someone was after him.  Obviously this happened here, by the positioning of the blood speckles.  

Maybe she should leave the crime scene as is, if she has to call the police.  She needed to know what was going on!  She hadn’t seen Billy since the day he left, nor has she heard from him. Who knows what he got himself into.  Maybe the ***** ***** did it?  

She got out a new pair of gloves and started to clean the carpet at least.  That was blood he dragged in later, so not really part of the crime scene.  She had no tolerance for dirt, no less blood stains!  Ugh, hopefully it would come out.  All the while, she’s still running different scenarios through her head on what could have happened.
Feb 2015 · 235
Long for love
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Do you want real true love?
A soul mate until the end of time, and beyond?
This is not a trick question, yes or no.....
Think about it before breaking another heart
A heart can only take so many hits
Before it disintegrates into the universe
Be kind, be true, but always be you...
Feb 2015 · 242
Fearless Beginnings
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I'm not afraid of anything
life is too short to let fear in
Fear itself is a four letter word
One I won't say, from my lips, it'll never be heard

I'll take my chances
I've got nothing to lose
The world is mine for the taking
Since I put down the *****

So come along for this ride with me
You too can feel this free
Living without fear, sit and relax
It's amazing when you get your life back
Feb 2015 · 233
Just another love poem
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I lie here awake
Alone once again
Thinking of you, my lover, my friend

I don't know what will happen
Nor will I question a thing
I'll just sit back and wait
To see what God brings

I know He won't hurt me, this isn't the end
God knows what's best
Better than you or me my friend

I'll roll with the dice
Take a chance one more time
Because you are worth it
I hope someday you'll be mine
Feb 2015 · 296
A Son's Love
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
The greatest love
Is that of my Tommy
He loves me unconditionally
And still calls me mommy

The terrible twos were not so bad
Neither were threes, fours and fives
He was my baby then
He’ll be my baby forever

At seventeen, I look into his eyes
I see such wonder and surprise
I love my son and he loves me
How blessed can one mom be?
Feb 2015 · 4.5k
Stalker
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Lost and lonely
Scared and confused
We’ve both been down
We’ve both been abused

We are together
Two birds of a feather
Don’t you see it too?
You belong to me, and I belong to you

I need you baby
Don’t you need me too?
Come on darling, don’t make me blue

I know you want me
So don’t pretend
That restraining order
Was meant to bend

Why would you ever call me a stalker
I’ll hunt you down in my walker

You are mine...
Feb 2015 · 436
An Hour More
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I woke up this morning
Too early again
When will I sleep through the night
When, oh when

I got my coffee
I’m on cup three
What the heck is wrong with me

It’s 2:45 am, and here I sit again
Looking at the walls
Wondering about it all

I just want to sleep
For a day or two straight
Forget about everything
That’s piled on my plate

I know it’s a dream
Just a fantasy
Just a couple hours longer
Would set me free
Feb 2015 · 325
Last Night
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
It was no surprise
What happened last night
When I first saw you and gazed into your eyes

The passion’s been there
I was just full of fear
To let myself go
So I want you to know

It’s ok, I understand
We both wanted it badly
Why hold back, and go away sadly

If this is a onetime thing
I can live with that
I’ve lived through worse
I’ll always have my cats
Feb 2015 · 670
My Dove
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
They showed me your picture at twelve weeks old
I wasn’t sure about this “parent” thing, but I was instantly sold

You grew inside me for seven long months
It made me happy, it made me complete
I could feel your body growing, little kicks from your feet

Now I’m in this bed, just waiting for you
I know it’s early but they say they know what to do

I feel the pain of you struggling to get out
I can understand what that’s all about

The doctor came in and said it is time
I’m ready to meet you, I’m ready to shine

They see your head and tell me to push
I do what I’m told, I can’t wait to see your little ****

It seemed like days, I was ready to pass out
And then by some miracle, you came out

I heard the cry, then they whisked you away
To clean you up, that’s what they did say

I waited and waited for them to bring you to me
I was getting restless, but the doctor I did not see

They said they tried everything
There was nothing they could do
Apparently you started turning blue

I just wanted to hold you
Just for one time
They put your body in my arms
Your hands seemed the size of a dime

I sat and rocked you
Until they took you away
I’ll never forget that horrible day

I’ll always love you
My angel up above
Mommy is here
You are my dove
Feb 2015 · 290
A Bird's Song
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Soaring through the sky
Up high in the clouds
How I love to fly
I feel so **** proud

I can fly upside down
One eye shut
I can swoop down
Pluck that buttercup

It’s so great to be free
It’s so great to be me

I fly all around
Not a care in the world
Fly through the air, annoy the poor squirrels

When it’s time to eat
I go to the special tree
It’s filled with seeds
All different kinds, just for me

How lucky I am
As I rest in my nest
Life is so free
It’s great to be me
Feb 2015 · 516
Vacation Dreams
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I want a vacation
I want it now
I don’t care where
I don’t care how

I need to get far away
Run bunny run
I need to let loose
Have some fun

It all takes money
And I have none
My dreams are smashed
The crying has begun

I’m stuck here
Can’t get away
How much I hate it
I must **** it up and stay
Feb 2015 · 374
Clean and Pure
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I’m looking out my window
Watching the ****** snow fall
Wondering all the while
If you will ever call

Why am I so obsessed?
With the thought of you
It’s hard to get myself dressed
Remembering what you put me through

So how do I still long for you
With every breath I take
Every single moment
I think of you when I wake

I want to forget you, I really do
I know so well that we are through
Something inside me keeps holding on
Even though it’s been a year since you’ve been gone

It’s time to let go, as I watch the falling snow
Clean and pure, I’ll think of you no more
Feb 2015 · 318
New Love
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
It's all so wonderful in the beginning
Everything you do, you feel like you're winning

Talk on the phone
Hours at a time
Neither one cares
About spending a dime

Cuddling and holding hands
How sickeningly sweet
Check under the table
They are playing with each other's feet

I was there, so in love
Putting up with crap I never should have

I cried and I pouted when it came to an end
I look back now and wonder how
I made it that long, with you my friend
Feb 2015 · 264
My Cats
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
My cat is crazy
I call him Nutsy too
Without him though
I wouldn't know what to do

He's loving and cuddly
Then he'll take off your arm
I guess that's just part of his charm

His brother Fritz puts up with a lot
He's the elder, and manners he's got

My two little guys light up my life
Couldn't imagine life without them
Not even one night
Feb 2015 · 447
just a girl - part 1
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Hi, I’m Sam and I’m a girl.  Well, a girl trapped in a 40 year old body is more like it.  I feel, think and act like a kid.  Great for me!  Maybe that’s part of my charm, or maybe that’s why I’m alone.  I don’t really know, I’m just starting to get to know me.  For the longest time I lived in a world of haze, *****, ***, drugs, and more *****.  Days would go by and I couldn’t tell you what I did.  Pretty scary waking up on a Monday morning thinking, “What day is it?  Am I working today?”  How the hell I kept a job is beyond me.  

Actually, I didn’t keep one.  How humiliating.  I wasn’t even drinking at work, I was just a little buzzed from the night before.  Ok, a lot buzzed.  So buzzed that I don’t remember the first three hours at my desk, talking to customers -- nothing, just nothing -- zippo, blank!  Absolute blackness, even now looking back at that day, it’s all a blur.  From the time HR came to my desk to bring me to the hospital for a breathalyzer, until I called a cab and went home crying.  I had to make a stop along the way to the liquor store, of course.  I was actually mad at them!  How dare they?  Now I can laugh about it, then it wasn’t so funny.  Especially since it took days for me to realize I was unemployed.
Feb 2015 · 453
Real Fun
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
All I want to do is have some fun
I don’t want to hurt anyone
Enjoy life’s every moment
Watch the sunrise, have a donut

You’d think that’s not a lot to ask
Just take off that fake mask and put down the flask

Fun is out there everywhere
It doesn’t have to cost a lot
We don’t have to be on a Yacht

Run through the sunflower fields
Barefoot in the sun
Now we are talking
Some serious fun!
Feb 2015 · 276
One Night Only
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I'm sitting here at the bar
Staring at you from afar
Wishing I was there with you
Are you wishing the same thing too?

You and l are both alone
Leaving here to go to an empty home
Let's take a chance
At a one night romance
Tomorrow we can forget we ever had this dance

You see me now and give me that grin
That lets me know you are also in
We both get up, walk to the door
Never taking our eyes off the floor

We get outside
That's when we embrace
I see the lust on your face

"Take me home," I say to you
Even though I know in the morning I'll regret this
and my heart will be once again be blue
Feb 2015 · 183
I lost you
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
The sky is grey
My heart is blue
The Sea has dried up
Since I've lost you
Feb 2015 · 2.1k
Breakup
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Here I lie awake again
I know it's only 2 am
what could be wrong with me
I just want to live and be

Something keeps waking me up
My mind won't stop thinking of you
Ever since our big breakup

Will I ever sleep again?
I can't blame you, it's me my friend
I broke up with you one final time
No getting you back, you're no longer mine
Feb 2015 · 261
The Woods
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
I walk through the forest
Peaceful and serene
Walking on ****** soil
Never touched or seen

Sunlight shines through the tall trees
Shadows fly by in between the breeze
I hear the hum of a flowing stream
What a wonderful sound, it must be a dream

I hear a bird singing, a beautiful melody
He’s nowhere in sight for me to see
I see the squirrel scurrying up the tree
I see him, he doesn’t see me

Signs of other life
Hoof-marks in the ground
My senses are heightened
To any smell, sight or sound

What a lovely place
Sheltered away from society
I pray it will stay this way
Please Lord, let it be
Feb 2015 · 655
First Snow
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
A beautiful white blanket
Covers the ground
Not a soul was outside yet
You couldn't hear a sound

The first snowfall
How majestic are the trees
Painted with pure white
They are so beautiful and bright

Here comes the plows
Salt trucks too
Covering the beautiful painting
With black and some blue

What a shame
Let nature be
At least the didn't salt the trees
Feb 2015 · 215
Rainbow in the sky
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
The sky was taken over by orange and red
Only one thing went through my head
How I wished I could fly
Like a bird, to that rainbow in the sky
Feb 2015 · 333
Gone Insane
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
She sat quietly in her hotel room
Waiting patiently for him again
Where was he this time?
Could this be the end?

Her long brown hair was perfectly groomed
Yet how was her heart filled with such gloom?

She waits and she waits for a knock n the door
Several hours go by
She falls asleep on the floor

Never a knock, he never showed
Three in the morning, she's lost her glow

She checks her phone
No calls or text
What is she supposed to do next?

She loves him so
How doesn't he know?

Her world is falling apart
No putting back the pieces of her broken heart

She drank the bottle of vintage wine
The ice in the bucket had melted
Her heat bled from inside

She walked to the balcony
How can this be?
A warm summer breeze hits her
How could he do this to me?

She looks down the fifteen flights
As she gulps the wine
Thinking to herself
This is the time

She finishes her last sip
She's feeling very numb
Can she do this
Yes, the time has come

She gets up on the railing
Looking at the pavement far below
Should she jump?
Will he ever know?

Just then came the knock
It was now four am
Could it be him?

She gets down from he rail
Runs to the door
It's the police
Someone called from next door

They said she was seen
Looked like she was about to jump
She felt her throat close, into a huge lump

No words came out
Only tears
The ambulance arrived
Just as she feared

No she's not crazy
He really exists
This wasn't the first time
They took her away to the abyss

The doctors were waiting
Nurses looking sad
Here she comes again
They knew what she had

Her husband died years ago
She couldn't seem to let it go
She waits for him in a psychotic state
Still thinking he's coming, her one and only soul mate

She doesn't understand
And she never will
Her heart is dead
As well as her brain
All she keeps thinking now is "am I insane?"
Feb 2015 · 371
Is it love
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Am I in love
Or in love with the idea of being in love
That's there question I ask myself today

I get upset over past relationships gone bad
But did I really want the one that I had?
Or was it the  for passion and romance
That made me want to continue the dance

Love is happy
Love is sad
Sometimes good
Sometimes bad

I need to know when it's time to move on
Stop holding on to what is already gone

Love will come, that's what they say
How will I know he's the one, it's the day?

I must have faith this will be true
What will be will be, I'm still looking for you...
Feb 2015 · 367
Winter White
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Another snowy day ahead
A good day to stay in bed

Put on the fireplace
Release the doves
It's a perfect day to fall in love

Wrapped in big fluffy blankets
By the fire
on the floor
Suddenly there is a knock on the door

Should she answer?
She doesn't know what to do
She peaks through the peep hole
And sees that it's you

She opens the door
His arms grab her tight
Oh how she loves
This winter so white
Feb 2015 · 642
Super Bowl Sunday
GailForceWinds Feb 2015
Super Bowl Sunday
How I love the game
It’s different every year
Nothing is usually the same

We root for a team
And bet in a pool
Eat a bunch of snacks
Watch the new commercials, how cool

I’m lost in this world of football for a day
My friends and I laugh, and all my troubles go away

Super Bowl Sunday is special to me
Whatever teams are playing are meant to be

A time in the winter
When I’m usually blue
Finally something happy
Super Bowl Football, it’s you!
Jan 2015 · 759
Broken pieces
GailForceWinds Jan 2015
I'm not a bad person
I'm just confused
Tied and sad from being abused

I wasn't beaten, starved or locked up
But what I went through has surely been enough

I am trying to climb out above the rubble
I trip and fall and sometimes stumble

Please bear with me while I put my life back together again
I truly need the love of a friend
Jan 2015 · 420
Lost Soul
GailForceWinds Jan 2015
Time for the party
Every piece is in place
I can sit and relax
No reason to race

I wait for my guests to arrive
Wondering who will be first
I sit in my recliner
Thinking the worse

No one was coming
The house has been empty for a very long time
I’m stuck here in another dimension, nothing is fine

I must be dead
Do they see my ghost?
Can I use another body for a host?

Why am I still here?
There are cobwebs abound
No other spirits
Have come around

What happened to me?
What made me die?
I don’t remember
But I want to cry

It must have been bad
For my soul not to rest
I’ll be waiting a long time
For that first guest
Jan 2015 · 531
Survivor
GailForceWinds Jan 2015
How I miss the safety of that place
I always had a smile on my face

You would think I’d be miserable
Locked away
It was the best thing for me
I must truly say

I made lots of friends
Who meant a lot at the time
They will never be forgotten
I include them in my rhyme

Not everyone made it
Some didn’t even get home
I can understand the feeling
My first two months were spent alone

Now I have a life
Like I’d never believe
Why was I special
And got a reprieve

I thank the Dear Lord
Every day I’m alive
I’m a survivor
Because of Him I survived
Jan 2015 · 453
Until the End
GailForceWinds Jan 2015
Another day on this planet
How many are left
Could be one, could be hundreds
We don’t know

What I do know is that every moment of every day
I want to spend with you
Loving you, kissing you, caring for you

The years have flown by
I’ve finally found you
I won’t let you go
I’m not losing you, I’m praying that our love will grow

I’ll love you forever, until the end
It’s you and me baby
We can begin again
I’ll love you forever, until the end
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