IM WORTHLESS

“You sure you want to stay back?”

IM USELESS

“yes”

IM STUPID

“You sure you’re safe?”

IM JUST HOLDING YOU BACK

“yes”

DEAD WEIGHT

(it’s a lie)



The End

maybe if i get bad enough
you'll see why i hurt
maybe you'll notice the bruises
maybe you'll notice the scars
if i destroy my life enough
will you finally understand
i
need
help

by answering messages
i shouldn’t
and hoping for things
i can’t have.

When nothing seems right
Your self esteem is low
And you no longer appear in your eyes as bright
That is the moment which makes you grow

When the bad times are here and taking your test
And you have no time to rest
That is the moment ,where you find your version
which is best.

i tend to forget you have been gone for years. i smile when i read our messages. when i remember the old you. and now i cry with the weather. i lay in bed wanting to starve myself.
i miss you. why did you leave us?

you took away my smile when you left.
you took away the smile that used to hurt in a good way. the times you would make my heart melt like butter.
you took away my smile. all i can do is fake it..
but everyone can tell its not natural, it isn’t the real me because when you left you took away my smile that used to reach my eyes…