Mind is swirling round and round,
Which way is up or down?
Which path should I take?
Trying to listen and concentrate.
Follow your heart the mind says,
It knows what's right I guess.

You can't see me,
Why? Cause I'm a fantasy.

What's on mind Facebook asks,
Like an annoying pain in the ***.
There's too much to even start,
That you can't even tell it all apart.
Minds constantly pacing,
Hearts constantly racing.
Emotions hitting me like a knife
In my chest and ending my life.
I need a hand to grasp,
To know I'm not alone at last.
That there's others like me,
That feel the pain and beg insanity.
Saying they know how it feels,
They know the pain they know it's real.
This darkness they say will pass,
Don't fear this will not last.
The bright light at the end is near,
So don't be afraid and show no fear.
Until then these are just dreams,
Of a brighter day and a Better me.

Tears are falling from my eyes,
Like the rain falls from the sky.
All these thoughts running through my head,
Sometimes makes me wish I was dead.
Like thunder clashing inside of me,
Will I ever live happily?
Will this storm ever cease?
Will I ever live in peace?
Tumbling and spiraling out of control,
Is there anyway to break their hold?
The clouds have to part; they must,
Or I fear everything I hold dear will bust.
A silver lining, please just a little,
For my tattered soul that's becoming brittle.
No more rain, no more despair,
This is becoming too much for me to bare.
All this chaos surrounding me,
It's becoming the storm of the century.
Rumbling and tumbling through my soul,
Makes my heart turn ice cold.
There is no hope for me at least,
I fear this storm will never cease.
It's consumed me; making me it's own,
This perfect storm is now my home.
Where darkness is my cape,
You can't hide, you can't escape.
It will consume you too you'll see,
Where darkness fills you completely.
Give in don't fight it,
It's inside you like a riot.
Once you do it all becomes clear,
That this storm was always here.