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Aimee Heeringa Jan 2018
Pain still lingers
Feels like I'm about to break
Standing here aches
Not sure how much more I can fake
Put me out
Wipe my tears when they fall
Give me some hydromorph's
Swallowing handfuls of pills
Not sure if it's all in my head
My back is full of sharp objects
Even sitting is excruciating
Just give me a break
I need some time alone
Just being alive is pain
Nobody to phone
Even though I try to
Nobody picks up
I'm on my own
Never alone
Just dead on the other end
All hope is gone
Aimee Heeringa Dec 2017
If you're a good writer
I've probably already fallen
in love with your words
if you make good music
you most likely own
a part of my soul
undoubtedly
if when you message me
you use proper grammer
punctuation
and complete sentences
there's no denying
I take you seriously
something in the way you word things
the way that each consonant sings
as I breathe in the simple things
you say to me
Aimee Heeringa Apr 2017
I wrote you a letter
But I haven't let you know
It's hard for me sometimes
To let my feelings show

Instead I break down
And cry myself to sleep
I want to let you know
My heart is yours to keep
Aimee Heeringa Apr 2017
It's like she's ADDICTED to the PAIN,
He fronts like he's SO GREAT
Then suddenly,
She's being EMOTIONALLY DRAINED...
That CLOWN is so FAKE
He shouldn't be,
Stealing all her LOVE in the RAIN
Projecting his ANGER and HATE
Indifferently...
Aimee Heeringa Apr 2017
I'd hold your hand...
But your palms are sweaty
I'd kiss you...
But your breath is rancid
I'd wrap my arms around you...
But you smell like trash
I love you...
But don't touch me...
Ew.

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